Assalamualaikum.
Pejam celik pejam celik, kita dah berada dihari terakhir untuk tahun 2025.
2025 wasn't an easy year for me. At least.
Ada hari aku rasa okay, ada hari aku rasa lost. Kadang tu aku rasa aku kuat. But some days, I questioned myself. A lot.
Aku belajar that it's okay to choose peace over explanation. It's okay to stop to forcing things that no longer feel right.
There were moments I felt really alone, even when I wasn't. Moments where I had to pick myself up quietly, without telling anyone how exhaust I was. But somehow, I survived all of it. I think lah. HAHAHA.
Before stepping into 2026, banyak benda aku nak let go.
Aku nak kurangkan expections yang terlalu tinggi. Guilt yang aku simpan untuk benda yang bukan salah aku sepenuhnya dan versi diri aku yang selalu rasa PERLU PLEASE EVERYONE. Haaa...... aku taknak dah benda tu.
For 2026, I just want to be kinder to myself. Nak jaga hati, emosi sendiri dan jaga boundaries. To move at my own pace, without constantly feeling like I'm falling behind.
To 2025, thank you for everything. Thank you untuk semua pelajaran, walaupun aku "sakit". Maaf kalau aku terlalu keras pada diri sendiri.
And for you, 2026, I am coming with hope, honesty and a softer heart.
Thank you very much 🤍
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